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sooner than risk his offering to Sophy or mewhich in case of a refusal from refusalherself1, hetold her he should do, should be the case, for you must knowthat the poor Girl considers our marryingbefore her as one of the greatest misfortunesthat can poſsibly befall her, & to prevent itwould willingly ensure herself everlasting Misery by a Marriage with Mr Watts. Anhour ago she came to us to sound our incli::nations respecting the affair which wereto determine hers. A little before shecame my Mother had given us an ac::count of it, telling us that she certain::ly would not let him go farther thanour family for a Wife. "And therefore (saidshe) If Mary wont have him Sophy must, &if Sophy wont Georgiana shall." Poor Geor::giana! – We neither of us attempted toalter my Mother's resolution, which I amsorry to say is generally morest strictly kept& than rationally formed. As soon as shewas gone however I broke silence toaſsure Sophy that if Mary should refuseMr Watts I should not expect her to sa:

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