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Degree unpleasing to me; on the contrary I enjoy them extremely and should enjoy them even more, were I not certain that every appear::ance I make in Public but rivetts the Chains of those unhappy Beings whose Paſsion it is impoſsible not to pity, tho'though it is out of my power to return. In shortmy Dear Charlotte it is my sensibility forthe sufferings of so many amiable Young Men, my Dislike of the extreme AdmirationI meet with, and my Aversion to being socelebrated both in Public, in Private, in Papers,& in Printshops, that are the reasonswhy I cannotmore fully enjoy, the Amusements so various and pleasing of London. How often have I

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